Thursday, May 28, 2009

Not sure...

I am not sure what kind of blog this will be. I'd like to have pictures, and just my feelings and day to day stuff.
My life can be rough and I need an outlet. I'd like this blog to be somewhere I can just rant, about good things, or bad things.

Things haven't been so hot the past six months. My husband lost his job, and we were forced to move into my Mother-in-laws house along with his sister, and brother. I also had to give up being a stay at home mom to come work at McDonalds. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. My children are 21 months and 11 months. They don't know anything other than being with me.
I started my job back in Febuary, and have since been promoted twice. I am just now starting my managment courses and will hopefully be running shifts by the end of July. I am VERY excited to be starting this. The money will be better, along with the opportunity for more promotions, and maybe a new job in the long run. Eventually I'd like to stay home again, but for now it's nice to know that someone else needs me besides my kids and husband. =)
My husband and I have been having problems, and most of them stem from the stress of money, and living with his family. He irritates the heck out of me, but God do I love him. He gets me, and he understands (most of the time) what I am going through.
I don't have many friends that I actually hang out with on a regular basis...I had a pretty good friend that lived in Washington, but after she said some things, and I said some things, we are no longer "friends". It makes me wonder if we ever were friends. I miss her, but I don't believe the things that she said were something you'd think, much less say, to someone who is a friend... I'm so hurt by this because she was the only I actually talked to regularly. We helped each other through our pregnancies (her son is 9 days older than mine), and got through the 2 am breast feeding by texting each other since we knew the other would be awake! I'm not sure if I should suck up my feelings of what she said and apologize...or just let it go. She lives so far from me, but gosh, she was a good friend when she was here. *sigh* I'm so stubborn, and I think she is too.
Well, I think that is all for today. I might think of other things and post them from my sidekick.

OH! And my son Jaden took his first steps today, SIX of them!

1 comment:

  1. For the record. I did write you on Twitter. But I suppose it didn't matter.

    I'm obviously not as stubborn as you..since I'm here Haha. And you can't get rid of me that easily.

    I'll say I'm sorry, but I don't believe I'm in the wrong, and I know you don't either, and I DEFINITELY see your side of things and that the whole thing just didn't come out right from either one of us. If you put yourself in my shoes, and I in yours, we could see that we're both right and that we shouldn't have handled it the way we did.

    But I do say we still love each other and put our past behind us.

    You didn't write me back on twitter so I'm ASSUMING you're not ready. Let me know when you are.

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